I am at the edge of my self limit. I had enough! I had decided to quit and leave the company. My resignation letter had sent out to the HR Department and it still on process.
No one believe when I said that I quit. Aya, my best friend even thought I was joking when were chat on LINE.
For these months, I do feel myself is losing soul as if I were zombie who work from morning to night. Days are really flies without I realized what I have done for these past months. I don’t even have time for proper meals (breakfast, lunch and dinner). I drink lot cups of coffee in order to boost my energy. My works are file up more and more everyday. Moreover I feel sick with two faces people in my work environment.
There is no regret that working in such company because I learn many things, not only about skill and knowledge but I learn about life and human characters. I was too naive, thought perhaps only the works matter me but actually those kiddos are not kids. They are more mature than I thought, they are more vicious and ambitious.
Perhaps “white collar” job isn’t suitable for me moreover there are lot of verbal and written “rule” to obey. Most of the rule just not make sense for me.
Before I wrote the resignation letter, I asked myself what would I do after I quit? does thing really come to the point resign might the best solution? The worst finally happen and there is no regret.
Instead be sad because I might become jobless, I feel so much relieved and happy. To be honest there is no such death end for me because I always believe God won’t ever leave me alone. Two days after I sent my resignation letter there was phone call from someone who wanted to hire me as part-time tutor. Without doubt, I took the opportunity, at least after I quit, I still have something to do, still be paid even not as high as white collar employee.