SB (替身新娘) 131

Yang Rong

Translated by : Azurro
Edited and Proofreading by : Obsidian

Chapter 131

Still The Same Gentleness

Long Mo Er didn’t know what to say. Should she open her mouth to speak?

Big Brother Bai is quietly accompanying her, sitting beside her, and also told her his deepest secret. Should she likewise tell him her deep painful secret? Would her heart feel a lot better if she reveals it?

“Big Brother Bai.” Long Mo Er said gently.

“En?” listening to the subtle voice, Bai Yin Chen knows that her mood now is quite stable and waits for her to continue.

“Wouldn’t your heart feel more comfortable after telling me the secret in your heart?”

Her innocent eyes are staring at him.
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“En, that’s right! Hiding Lin Ling’s secret in my heart, I suffered a lot and was so depressed.  I didn’t know whether to let go or keep it in my heart. But seeing how you put your trust on me, without realizing I went forward and shared it.  I wanted to tell someone the thing that I could not forget.  Perhaps after saying it aloud, perhaps letting go the mask on my heart would allow me to feel relief. After I told the whole story, my heart felt simpler, clearer, not that muddy and blurred anymore.”

“Why does Big Brother Bai trust me so much by telling me all about that matter?” Long Mo Er clear eyes fills with a non-understanding glint.
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“Perhaps (we just) hit it off.  Who asked you to be such a lovely naive little girl? You didn’t think too much and helped me, not complaining of the difficulties but taking care of me. You made it so I could not endure and so shared it! It’s all because of your influence. The Long Mo Er in front of me is someone strong and brave, very different from any other girl!” Bai Yin Chen said this with all his feeling.

“Different from any other girl?” Long Mo Er asks, not understanding.

She already is rolling her eyes. Bai Yin Chen looks at her and faintly smiles.
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 “Other girls would respect everything in the Confucian idea of women’s virtue. How could you be so muddle-head as to come help me? If they saw me this big person fainted on the street, perhaps due to fear they also would faint.  How could you help me without thinking of the countless difficulties? You have a kind of special aura that makes people want to know you. And people who get to know you can’t help but to want to get even closer to you. There’s still many more things though in this short time I cannot describe everything.”

“Big Brother Bai, how is it possible?” Obviously there’s too many unbelievable thoughts in Long Mo Er’s mind.

“How is it not possible? Do you think that I’m lying to you? Even if I did, I would absolutely not lie to you!”  Giving his promise to Long Mo Er, he’s hoping she will believe his words.

“But….”
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“What? Again but? Long Mo Er in my eyes is someone like this!” Bai Yin Chen sincere pair of eyes seriously look at Long Mo Er.

Long Mo Er’s invisible injury isn’t completely healed after initially listening to Bai Yin Chen words.  She pauses as if touched.  There is something warm spreading in her heart despite the lonely night with the moonlight and cold.  Very luckily Bai Yin Chen is her companion, letting her not feel as lonely.  There is no feeling of love but there is still the warmness of friendship.
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Her heart is not that painful.  Her heart feels warm again with Bai Yin Chen caring about her.  She is able to again (some) sense.  Also she slowly is able to breathe again.  Then the feeling that she’s about to die slowly disappears.

She hasn’t lost everything.  She still has people who care about her, Big Brother Bai, Father, Mother, Older Sister, Big Brother Leng….. she still is surrounded by happiness and has not lost anything.

Long Mo Er keeps on telling herself about all these things.  She hopes that she really is special like what Bai Yin Chen says about her.  She hopes that she can stay strong.

But why does her heart still feel pain and sourness?

One comment

  1. devilsadvocate6 · 8 Days Ago

    xiexie!

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