This going to be my last post to end this year October. I have been wondering for these few months, thinking many random things, reading novels, watching dramas-movies and also reading many emails (well, even most were asking password LOLS also some inputs). First question which popped out in my mind was, ‘How I feel with this blogging activity after few years?’.
Speak frankly, my first year of blogging was extremely quiet, No one even bothered to read it. Moreover, I never thought this blog would last until today, well, I still like the process, writing my randomness and stayed quiet inside my little space. But there was a point in which I felt doubted about this blog.
All in one, I would ask and wonder:
I wonder if I do all things because my randomness, boring.
I wonder if I will ever stop blogging (moreover after stormed with….)
I wonder if all my effort doing this blogging actually is pointless, fruitless, useless.
When ‘it’ going to be ended?
And well, at the end, I really just wondering…..