Few days ago, I watched TNT时代少年团 · 少年 On Fire) Ding Cheng Xin, Song Ya Xuan and Xuan Xuan performance video on YouTube. One of the songs which caught my attention was 重负一万斤长大, covered by Song Ya Xuan, Ding Cheng Xin and Xuan Xuan (little girl voice). This song is originally sung and composed by Tai Yi.
I’ve listened to Tai Yi and Song Ya Xuan feat Ding Cheng Xin version. I should say, both versions are really well sung. I like the voice color of Tai Yi, Song Ya Xuan, Xuan Xuan and Ding Cheng Xin, but the solo dance by Ding Cheng Xin really good.
What I like about the song, it has simple lyric and yet really meaningful, the message of the song . Tai Yi said that his inspiration when composed this song was coming after he watched Korean Movie, HOPE.
Here the song Lyric and translation
披头散发
Pi tou san fa
I’m disheveled
很多疤
Hen duo ba
With many scars
不认得我的话
Bu ren de wo de hua
Not recognized me
然而发芽笑着花肚子越来越大
Ran er fa ya xiao zhe hua du zi yue lai yue da
However when I see the flower sprout with a smile, stomach is getting bigger
以为所见之人同自己故意傻瓜
Yi wei suo jian zhi ren tong zi ji gu yi sha gua
I thought that person was acting stupid deliberately
终于因我相信的而感到了害怕
Zhong yu yin wo xiang xin de er gan dao le hai pa
Finally I feel scared for what I have believed
有些难过
You xie nan guo
If you feel sad
神总说
Shen zong shuo
God always says
唱歌会好的多
Chang ge hui hao de duo
Will feel better when singing
他骗人的不是的生而残忍的多
Ta pian ren de bu shi de sheng er can ren de duo
He lied, it’s not true, because many people are born cruel
裙子又轻舞落寞
Jun zi you jing wu luo mo
The skirt is dancing with a loneliness again
美丽又不是她错
Mei li you bu shi ta cuo
Beauty isn’t her fault
喉咙力竭对世界爱着在意的有谁呢
Hou long li jie dui shi jie ai zhe zai yi de you shei ne
I cried out my love for the world but who cares
如果会怜悯我
Ru guo hui lian min wo
If you pity me
又何必抓住我
You he bi zhua zhu wo
Then why you catch me
鬼扯原谅恶魔
Gui zhe yuan liang e mo
Bullshit, forgive the devil
咬碎牙胆怯和落寞
Yao sui ya dan qie he luo mo
I bear the pain, timidity and loneliness
怎么不问问我
Zhen me bu wen wen wo
Why don’t you ask me
人类啊故意的
Ren lei ah gu yi de
People are deliberately
为什么不偏不倚 选中我一个
Wei shen me bu pian bu yi xuan zhong wo yi ge
Why being so unbiased to choose me
是否会摔碎我摔碎我摔碎着我
Shi fo hui shuai sui wo shuai sui wo shuai sui zhe wo
Would you break me break me break me
是否会可怜我可怜我可怜着我
Shi fo hui ke lian wo ke lian wo ke lian zhe wo
Would you pity me pity me pity me
一会就好让我懦弱悄悄懦弱
Yi hui jiu hao rang wo nuo ruo qiao qiao nuo ruo
Just give me a second, let me be a coward, quietly be coward
好不容易钻破蛋壳
Hao bu rong yi zhuan po dan ke
It isn’t easy for me to breakthrough the eggshell
却看见更黑暗的家伙
Que kan jian geng hei an de jia huo
But still I met the worst person
之后几年她身边仍然指指点点
Zhi hou ji nian ta shen bian ren rang zhi zhi dian dian
And then after many years people still talking about her
从未想过最难的就是回到从前
Cong wei xiang guo zui nan de jiu shi hui dao cong qian
Never thought the hardest thing is actually to return back the past
以为曾经的玩伴会抱着取暖慰藉
Yi wei zeng jing de wan ban hui bao zhe qu nuan wei jie
I thought the playmate would give a comfort and warm hug
终于因我依赖的而学会了分别
Zhong yu yin wo yi lai de er xue hui le fen bie
Finally I learned to separate myself for what I have depended on
还是难过神又说唱歌会好的多
Hai shi nan guo shen you shuo chang ge hui hao de duo
I still feel so sad and God said that singing would make me feel better
他骗人的不是的
Ta pian ren de bu shi de
He lied, it isn’t true
我已经唱哑了
Wo yi jing chang ya le
I have sung to voiceless
想开给世界的花你教我怎么表达
Xiang kai gei shi jie de hua ni jiao wo zhen me biao da
The flower that prepared to bloom in the world, teach me how should I express
是不是要 对着你 跪下
Shi bu shi yao dui zhe ni gui xia
Do I need to kneel down in front of you
如果会怜悯我
Ru guo hui lian min wo
If you pity me
又何必抓住我
You he bi zhua zhu wo
Then why you catch me
鬼扯原谅恶魔
Gui zhe yuan liang e mo
Bullshit, forgive the devil
咬碎牙胆怯和落寞
Yao sui ya dan qie he luo mo
I bear the pain, timidity and loneliness
怎么不问问我
Zhen me bu wen wen wo
Why don’t you ask me
人类啊故意的
Ren lei ah gu yi de
People are deliberately
为什么不偏不倚 选中我一个
Wei shen me bu pian bu yi xuan zhong wo yi ge
Why being so unbiased to choose me
如果会贪恋我
Ru guo hui tan lian wo
If you love me
又何必伤害我
You he bi shang hai wo
Why you hurt me
是呢原谅你呢
Shi ne yuan liang ni ne
Yes, Forgive you
负重一万斤长大着
Fu zhong yi wan jin zhang da zhe
I grow up with thousand jin weights (grow up with great pressure)
怎么不救救我
Zhen me bu jiu jiu wo
Why don’t you help me
人类啊可笑的
Ren lei ah ke xiao de
People are so ridiculous
为什么凋零了的 不止我一个
Wei shen me diao ling le de bu zhi wo yi
Why it isn’t only me who withering but others too
是否会 拽着我 掐着我 撕破着我
Shi fo hui zhuai zhe wo qia zhe wo shi po zhe wo
Would I be pulled pinched and torn
是否会 勒着我 咬着我 扯乱着我
Shi fo hui lei zhe wo yao zhe wo zhi luan zhe wo
Would I be straggled broke and bullied me
一会就好让我躲躲悄悄躲躲
Yi hui jiu hao rang wo duo duo qiao qiao duo duo
Give me a second, let me to hide, hiding quietly
真的有在很怀疑呢
Zhen de you zai hen huai yi ne
I really doubt about
也许世界并不欢迎我
Ye xu shi jie bing bu huan ying wo
Perhaps world doesn’t welcome me
披头散发
Pi tou san fa
I’m disheveled
很多疤
Hen duo ba
With many scars
不认得我的话
Bu ren de wo de hua
Not recognized me
然而发芽笑着花肚子越来越大
Ran er fa ya xiao zhe hua du zi yue lai yue da
However when I see the flower sprout with a smile, stomach is getting bigger
以为所见之人同自己故意傻瓜
Yi wei suo jian zhi ren tong zi ji gu yi sha gua
I thought that person was acting stupid deliberately
终于因我相信的而感到了害怕
Zhong yu yin wo xiang xin de er gan dao le hai pa
Finally I feel scared for what I have believed
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