Chapter 33
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Inside the house, the atmosphere turned to be so quiet.
Lin Yi covered tight her mouth, her tears kept on streaming down.
There is an absence of light in Lin Yi’s eyes, but at this moment she felt her world has turned into deep abyss, indescribable darkness.
They are father and daughter, but at the end why they turned to be enemies?
Although at the last her father did admit his mistakes, sincerely asked for her forgiveness, but she really couldn’t forgive and let go her hatred toward her father.
Her mother had endured so much bitterness, her mother was struggling during her life as well the hardship, in order to let them live, her mother sacrificed her life, all of these stuff, it broken her heart, as if slices her heart into pieces, she hates her father so much, but at the same time she hates herself too, she hates why she is a sick person, why she is blind, if she doesn’t blind and able to see, she must have able to help and lighten her mother burden, her mother didn’t need to do all things by herself.
A warm hug wrapped her body, let her to have something to lean on.
Lin Yi turned to be more bold, she crying loudly, she told herself, this should be her last time to cry this loud in Er Xiao Feng embrace.
This should be the last time.
Er Xiao Feng heartache patting gently her back, her tears wet his shirt.
For very long time, really long time, Lin Yi slowly able to gain control over herself, calmer, she left Er Xiao Feng’s embrace, Er Xiao Feng very thoughtful he took out tissue and wiped the tears on her face, she took the tissue from him, she didn’t wiped her tears but she clumsily cleaning Er Xiao Feng’s cloth, her tears and snort have stuck on his cloths.
“Lin Yi, I can change my clothes later, no need to clean it.”
Er Xiao Feng took another tissue, he helped to wipe her tears. Then, with sympathy he touched her face, staring at her, “In the future, you are not allowed to cry anymore, today is the last time! Your eyes are not good, if you are crying, it might worsen.”
Lin Yi smiled bitterly, her current expression looked uglier than smiling, Er Xiao Feng felt his heart wrenched when saw it, she is his first love, because of that, he felt the bitter more.
“Mr. Earl, I am sorry. I have turned into laughingstock, I am not going to cry anymore in the future.”
Er Xiao Feng looked at her, for once again he held her.
Lin Yi didn’t show any struggle or resistance, she was quietly leaning on his chest, she really lingering on the warmness of him this moment.
“Lin Yi, how could you find out about your mother…”
Lin Yi hurriedly distance their gap, she stared at him, she tried to open her eyes, but no matter how she tried, it still a darkness in front of her eyes, she couldn’t see how his look, her heart felt so bitter alike Huang Lian (a bitter medicine), her shaking pair of hand moved to touch his face, it was her first time touching him only to find out how his look, she touched his face inch by inch, she wanted to engraved his look in her heart.
“Lin Yi?”
The gesture that made by Lin Yi really worried Er Xiao Feng, he felt something weird with her.
“Mr. Earl, My mother did leave a letter for me and my little brother, I did touch her letter, I knew about everything.” Lin Yi didn’t hide anything, she also no need to hide anything from him, because he knew everything earlier than her, he must have known about her mother HIV, so that he treated her and Xiao Yao better.
Er Xiao Feng recalled there was one night when he went to see Lin Yao, that time Lin Yi wasn’t inside the ward, he thought she was missing again, later he found her in the veranda, that time there was a note book in her hand, that note book is the book that lied on ground when Mother Lin died, he picked it and gave it to her, that was mother Lin letter for her.
Inside the note book there were words, it was word that customized for blind people, using hand to read it.
It seemed that Mother Lin was written the letter in the notebook, and Lin Yi was coincidentally touched her mother letter that left by her in the notebook. From there, she knew about her mother sickness as well her mother planned to scheme Er Xiao Feng.
“Mr. Earl, I really sorry, last time I did that to you.” Lin Yi apologized to Er Xiao Feng.
The moment when she knew the caused of her mother death was because of Er Xiao Feng’s car, she hated Er Xiao Feng to her bone, even Er Xiao Feng defended himself, saying it wasn’t his responsible, moreover he even tried to analyze her mother death, but she didn’t want to hear it, she still hates him so much, she didn’t want to accept his kindness.
Until the day she knew her mother was using her life to scheme Er Xiao Feng, she finally knew Er Xiao Feng really innocent.
After she knew the truth, she couldn’t keep on hating Er Xiao Feng, for all interactions she had with him in these days, she could feel the warmness of him, her heart moved because of him, but she is blind person, she doesn’t suitable for him, does she? Uncle Earl doesn’t like her, not long ago when uncle Earl went out, he did said he wished she could leave Ming Liu Yuan forever, he didn’t want to see her in Ming Liu Yuan, uncle Earl doesn’t want to be disturbed by her father and also her stepmother.
“I don’t blame you.”
Er Xiao Feng gently caressing Lin Yi’s face, he has raised her for days, he could see her face has changed little bit glow pinkish, but she still looked so thin, really thin. He still needs to spend more time in order to raise her fatter, he wanted to raise her little bit longer because the current her still so thin and weak, she still so young.
There are warmness in Er Xiao Feng’s pair of eyes, Lin Yi couldn’t see the warmness in his eyes, but somewhat she could feel it, she could feel his finger tip that touched her, it gave her warm feeling alike breezing wind in spring, alike rain that wet her drain field.
He, really a warm man.
More Lin Yi thought about Er Xiao Feng’s warmness, her heart feels aching more, she could feel sour in her nose, she almost cried again.
Cannot cry!
She has said that she wouldn’t cry anymore!
“Lin Yi, thing had happened, let it be gone. No matter what, your mother wouldn’t alive,but you and Xiao Yao must keep on living, don’t think all those unhappy things, you should live strong, strong to the point nothing can hit you down. You also don’t need to hate your father, no need to hate your stepmother, I think your mother also not expecting you to live in hate. You are still so young, if you live with hate, would you think to live with hate until you old?”
Er Xiao Feng with his gentle and warm voice persuaded Lin Yi not to live by hating her father and her stepmother.
“Lin Yi, I wish you and Xiao Yao to live happily, I guess your mother also wanted two of you to live happily, healthy and safe.” As seen Lin Yi who wanted to cry again, Er Xiao Feng spoke even gentler, his fingers warmly weaved the love web, caged Lin Yi tightly.
Lin Yi down her head.
She sniffed hard, a moment, she raised her head, there was a peaceful expression on her face, she raised her hand, caught Er Xiao Feng’s hand that touched her face, peacefully she said: “Mr. Earl, thank you, I won’t live with hate, I did tell Xiao Yao, I will take care of him, it is so suffering to hate someone, even if I hate him, he would still live well, on contrary, hating him only affect my good mood, affected my life, then why should I? He is not worthy.”
Er Xiao Feng smiled, “It’s good if you can think it.”
Paused for while, then he asked her: “Do you wish me to push him to dead end?”
Lin Yi quiet.
She recalled the toddler voice when curiously asked father, why that big sister cannot see, that little boy is her brother from different mother, he is innocent.
Seeing her didn’t answer him, Er Xiao Feng did think perhaps she wanted him to quickly push him to dead end, then he said: “Lin Yi, I know what to do now.”
“Mr. Earl.” Suddenly Lin Yi caught Er Xiao Feng’s hand, very calm she said: “You don’t have to do so, that little boy is innocent, Xiao Yao and I have gone through many hardships, I don’t wish him to experience same thing.”
Er Xiao Feng stared her for one minute, even she hates her father and stepmother, she still that kind heart girl.
“Oh, I won’t do it. I will only take their company, their cars, their house. As long as they work hard, they will live, but I will not let them to have good life!” He wouldn’t let Xu Li and Lin Dong able to start over, at least he would allow them to work with other people.
“Thank you.”
Er Xiao Feng down his head, he gently kissed her lips, as if there was an electric flown from his eyes, “Lin Yi, I am really like you so much, you should believe me, I am not taking you as my mistress, also I don’t want you to stay with me because all the helps that I had done for you. I purely love you. I don’t want you act so courtesy to me in the future.”
Not long ago Lin Yi’s face was little bit white pale, because kissed by him, this moment there was pinkish glow on her face.
She really wanted to hook her hand to his neck, she wanted to reply his kiss, but she still restricted herself.
“Mr. Earl, aren’t you have important meeting?” When they were still in the hospital, Er Xiao Feng came to see Lin Yao, Lin Yi who was hiding herself in the bathroom, she did hear his conversation with Lin Yao, he said he had an important meeting thus he couldn’t accompany Lin Yao for long time.
Er Xiao Feng couldn’t endure himself to take a peak on her lips, Lin Yi quickly stepped back, she tried made a distance between herself with him, her face turned redden.
“A share we have in Hao Tian Corp is so little, while the meeting whether I join or not, it is not really important, after all the decision maker still in Uncle Zhang and others.” He cared her more than anything.
Lin Yi was thinking to let him continuing his meeting.
“Mr. Earl, you should go back to office and do your stuff, I should go back and accompany Xiao Yao.” Lin Yi standing up from sofa, he still holding her hand, with his gentle voice, he said: “Let me send you off. After I send you to hospital, I will go back to office.”
“You don’t have, let Mr. Ling to send me. Mr. Earl, you should go now. I still need to go back to my room and pack few things.” Lin Yi urged Er Xiao Feng to leave.
Er Xiao Feng unwillingly, thus Lin Yi left him and went upstairs alone.
“Lin Yi, what do you want to take?”
Er Xiao Feng was following at her back, he clearly knew everything in her room because all the stuff she has, he bought it for her, then what she needs to take before she goes to hospital to accompany Xiao Yao?
Lin Yi paused a while, after she gave a thought, she down her head, she didn’t dare to face Er Xiao Feng, still with her shy face, lower voice she said: “I, I feel it seems, that, that, seems coming. I back to my room to take sanitary pad. Mr. Earl, you, you leave first. Later I will ask Mr. Ling to send me to hospital.”
Gosh! Immediately Er Xiao Feng’s face burned red.
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